No one will know the violence it took to become this gentle.
My anxiety has spiked to an all time fucking high and it’s driving me crazy.
I’m literally just laying in bed trying to get to sleep and I feel like I need to throw the fuck up and my mind is racing 100 miles an hr
Bloody hell
Anyone: u ok
Me; yeah just thinking about how I’ll never be this young again and about how most of my youth has been lost to depression loneliness and self doubt lol



